Just @ Blog~

just....

2011-12-24T14:19:00.000-08:00

time have past~

2011-11-28T10:28:00.001-08:00

quite long time i dint in this blog... well..

Passion~ 激情~~

2011-04-29T07:08:00.000-07:00

Quite long time i dint write or update for a new post since the last post.... haha just the same old me .... lazy and slow poke... and sometimes just my feeling get buried and i try not to think about it... so in the end i just don't know what to write ... XD
Well.... but sometimes still will float to the surface and drag your memory back....

I was so hope that was me... those who could fulfill their dream, chase their dream and their passion grow and just follow.... i wish i could just follow too ....
Too bad i'm not in some countries that are so advance, free, no district and everything almost everything can be achieve...

Passion in me, i do struggle and fight for my dream and try to untie my fate that had kept and wrap me for a long time.... i had tried so hard until i get hurt so badly in deep, in the end still i can't achieve a single things... If so i do succeed in twisting my fate i still need money to support me, because today's world everything are about money....
I just wish to study abroad, i know many do wanna study abroad to those country that they dream since was small.... just like me tie up... Maybe like Japan or USA, could be a dancer, designer in animation or manga(comic) or maybe game.... etc...

Sit down alone in a room and reflect yourself from the miror or just plain white wall and recall back the passion, memory that had been buried where we can't achieve due to some situation, condition....

Firework in us just cannot spark well....
Passion, PASSION did not burnt and feel so restless.... Was so enthusiastic before, was so full of passion before, so naive and dream for it... Maybe that time so naive?
Nope i don't think so dream is a naive... Dream, Hope, Passion are those for me to fight for... sometimes we will feel so lost......

Where i had been ????? The road to take???

Just like bird trap in a cage or fish trap in fish tank~ Will lead us to wrong way, Maybe..... Maybe only just a dream?
Just hope one day passion still burnt~

黑

2010-12-01T08:52:00.000-08:00

其实人的过去很重要吗？？？
为了要了解他/她，你最挚爱的人，一定要吗？？？这样才不会让人骂你了解我多少？？？？

对每个人而言当然有不同看法,我呢我觉得是的.....
当然目前为止我没去真正了解一个人，如果是朋友相处久了只然而然会懂.
我从来没喜欢过一个人,没有感觉说那么很疯狂的想拿个人的来历...别问为什么，我都抓摸不到自己是什么？？我到底想要什么？？？我有时问什么，我是为什么.....
我不会跟人说我的痛处...可能....想让一个真正了解我的人来了解吧~~！！！也不想让人抓我的把柄...

可能看到我的部落格的人会知道吧...我的黑暗....差一点就要消失在黑暗里头....
当在最黑暗,被黑暗覆盖,将会看到一线光芒,可我的光芒是家人....不是他们的安慰，而是我想如果我的后果是那样肯定很多人会为我而悲伤,担心....

人是脆弱的...需要别人来帮忙...憋着,一个人跟伤,痛,黑暗走过来是非常的辛苦...自杀可能是第一个念头吧！！！
我们是我们，我们不是别人，做回自己...而我们也不懂他人的思想...

一个人,夜晚,角落,哭着,悲哀,谁知？
早上,另一个人,带着笑,谁又知晚上悲哀的夜晚的性格....

有些人想平平安安的渡过...可我觉得我好不充实,人生,出生,读书,做工,退休.....的旋律....好寂寞...
很想做轰轰烈烈的自己很想要的事...不幸不行,为什么,世界都是讲钱.....
没钱没得商量...
我不晓得寂寞人让人孕育出不同思想还是什么...可我只觉得...应该是空虚吧....

hahaha.... 'blush'

2010-11-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

... quite a long time i dint write blog... i forgot about it... lol... i am so so so promise broker...~_~

Error....

2010-07-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

sorry about those grammatical error forgot to edit....... haha.... and quite sometimes i dint write my blog... lazy... too lazy ><

love....

2010-05-21T21:11:00.000-07:00

what is partner?? partner can be defined as many terms like dancing partner, working partner , group partner, and boyfriend or girlfriend....
Love is just a part of our life... and thier end would lead to many ways...
sad ending, happy ending, die, Aids, real love, and etc...
i found out this video...

but i hate da video music.....

and here da post i found it is meaningful...
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=398434162718&id=100000122937230&ref=mf

你和别人做一次爱的时间我要流多少血？
我推开他的房门
看到他正和一个女孩在床上
我稍稍一楞马上说：“我在客厅等你.”于是我为他们这对狗男女关好了门
坐在客厅的一角打开电视
女孩的包放在那我随手打开
翻出一把修眉的刀片很精致很锋利
在我家从来见不到锋利的东西
因为我对它们有情结
而今天它就在我手上
我怎么会不去和它亲近
我那么爱它爱它给我的感觉
手腕上总有突突跳的一处
象里面藏了个古怪的小动物
它想跳出来于是
我用我热爱的锋利的刀片帮助了它
也帮助了自己原来血流的速度可以这么快
我从容的点了支烟
继续看电视．一个男人对一个女人说＂我爱你
可是我不能和你在一起
我不能每天活在负罪感中．
＂**妈，扯什么蛋
男人真他妈自私真他妈虚伪真他妈懦弱
来世我要是男人我爱谁就一定和谁在一起
无论怎样都不分开除非除非有一天不爱了

我的头越来越晕
电视里的狗男女唠唠叨叨说个没完
屋里的狗男女哼哼哈哈没结束
他在这方面的能力我是非常佩服的
控制力相当的出色
正当我胡思乱想的时候
那女的出来了看到地板上的血尖叫了一声
他连内裤都来不及穿跑出来摇晃我
他说＂你这个傻女人，你至于这样吗？＂
我咧开嘴想笑

背叛是肮脏无耻的可背叛又是正常的
因为人的天性里就有背叛的成分
很早以前就有一个关于人类的传说
传说人类最早是双性人
两个脑袋四个胳膊四条腿
因为背叛了上帝
所以上帝一怒之下把所有的人类都劈成了两半
从此才有了男人和女人
这以后每个人都在寻找自己的另一半
找到之后又要背叛他伤害他
其实伤害的是自己
因为很早很早以前你们是一个人是一体的
人类就是这样不停的背叛自己的爱人
不停的背叛自己这是一个诅咒一切都源于人类对上帝的背叛

他坐在我的病床前在不停的说着
或许是在解释什么我听不清楚
我的思绪不在他身上
我一直在使劲想有关人性这个问题

我出院的时候手腕上还缠着纱布
雪白雪白的被阳光照上去变的刺眼
我直接回了自己的住处收拾东西
我想我该离开了
我要去一个我原本应该在的地方
他来找我说：＂宝贝你别走
你知道我爱你
我和那个女的只是玩玩的．＂
我看着他的眼睛里面有一丝焦急
我想那可能是真的
我用轻松的口气学周星星＜回魂夜＞里的台词：
＂你那么喜欢玩你自己玩吧压力太大我不玩啦＂

我给他的卡片上写着：
当你电话响起时你会把手伸进口袋
拿到电话的那一刻你会看到我最后给你留下的话
首先我告诉你
我自杀不是想让你内疚让你后悔让你反省
我只是想知道你和别的女人做一次爱的时间
我能流多少血现在我知道了是1000cc
我爱你所以我不会再和你待在一块
因为我无法忍受你对我也是对你自己的背叛
我觉得肮脏恶心占有欲是人的共性
我也是一样的你不会再找到我
我会在中途下车然后去一个我应该去的地方
你不会知道那是哪
手机上有三个未接电话是吗？
那是我最后一次对你说我爱你。

hope u guys know how to read chinese...

so does love means so important to all of us??? well i think that answer maybe yes...
well as i know some cant be single in thier status... at least must have GF or BF just because they get the inlove feeling
and do love meant make love??? no of course... so please if u want to do that kind of things can... but at least with your GF under protected sex... well i not came here to support and agree unmarried sex.... well at least done thier best...
Isit so hard to become single... well maybe for some... but for me... I don't think so... i have been alone, single for 19 years... well i can said that it feel lonely sometimes when u cant find someone to talk with when alone... at least we got friends to cheers with... I'm a guy but maybe not that kind of guy go tackle girls... i means like express your feeling to her, but maybe i will consider girl come to express thier feeling to me..XD haha.. joking ><..... but before that i make it clear i will if i met someone that enough to move my heart.... cause sometimes love is blind and colourfull....
so what ??? I'm single and i declare that easy to stay alone... if never been inlove b4... but still when harsh time... u cant find someone to complain, release your words in your heart... but me never open my door to my friends... or best friends, pals.... well no offence... cause i just feel not to do so.... dont know why...
Maybe in future i will meet someone ....

P/S if u cant understand those chinese word tell me... i will try and translate...

Contentment...

2010-05-21T21:01:00.000-07:00

Please look well to the world... the world is changing...
but one thing that doesn't change is the condition of some place in africa...
what's the matter??? the matter they are poor, drinking unclean water from river that caused worm born under thier skin, no electric... and etc so human only want to be live well of course not living in poverty...
i watch this video on facebook... well indeed that his sound great and really kinda touch....

Oh come on... please be contentment... why there are still some ppl dont know how to stop complaining ... well of course i know that some place, something it is worth to complaining like country, attitude and behave....
look the video... yet still many ppl waitting and wanting us to lend a hand for them... and do they complain that they don't live well or why thier life is just like a worm.... maybe not or maybe yes.... but me as well sometimes still complaining... but i try...

kinda awkward...

2010-05-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

er... exam over... and i need a little time to write da blog, well you know i mean to continue update new post... so in few days ...maybe...
Lazy and feeling stopping me from writting... >_<||

late time post....

2010-04-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

haha.... quite sometimes i dint post a new update.... well you know i kinda lazy and now exam... after exam for da update.... >.<... feel sorry about it....

Tee Hee... =.=

to be continue.....

2010-02-06T09:14:00.000-08:00

out of idea

World

2010-02-06T09:01:00.000-08:00

time past fast and feel like kinda long time i dint walk through or touch anything in here... time pass, couldn't stop it cause it one of the natural phenomena... we cant buy time mean while the time does it can buy our everything....basicaly like time, then age and everything that pass over or along ...
our age, time, bloom or youth and we get older, older and older... maybe your look just fine and did not change or maybe ppl keep saying wow look so young... do you think so??? nop everything inside you are getting older every second pass and your experienced increase in everday life especialy those keep travel and could see many things that pass infront of thier eyes...

Today's worlds are changing... not some particular things, the things that changed are everything that we see, seen, or saw...
First example like some of guys wearing girl style dresses, but i admit some of them are so suit them... girls too wearing guys dresses... well the world fashion maybe are turning upsidedown...but the sense are still there...
like nature this few year....
disaster happend...
prevent usage plastic and instead get used of recycle bag to supermarket or shopping when need it...
i know alone, oneself power not enough to change the world but if one do not start and who are going to start???

Exam... again...

2010-01-17T08:08:00.001-08:00

welll.... my 2nd sem ending soon... so exam is neede in order to complete my 2nd sem studies.... and... u know.. kinda lazy and nothing inspire me to write blog.. ><
sorry about that eh..

why???I dont know....

2009-12-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

Actually i was thinking that do we have option to choose??? yes we do have sometimes, but sometimes we don't have, because the path we were taken were decide...
maybe it just like after some finish form 6 and conitue thier study for Public university but one's who join in they cannot choose what they wanted to study...
well it doesn't seems so in private school as well... why? cause it decide by parents and wealth problem...
So it doesn't matter what road we are choosing or not the path we want we still need to continue to walk, we dont have other choices to choose and only a dead end if you wanted to walk a different road or else you knock down the wall and that time you going to change fate.......

My feeling and my thoughts are so waver these few day....
Why???? i dont know.... but some of my friends that i feeling just like hidding the something from me and maybe scare me.... who know??? only he know or he tell others???instead of me???
I am the type who easily get affected and waver just only a little something not quite big deal... but i will mind and keep thinking it why, why and why???
Althought I do have many friends but still I dont have a friends do real listen to what my heart is talking about...
You know we usually don't show something inside to others so easily so it depends what happen to them when they are just not so dare to open thier door and welcome you to understand him or her....

Many memory flow through....
Happy,normal,strange,funny,normal,confused,furious and many more, but as for some the most important are sad... once a emotion that hurt and make you sad, you will going to remember it or else it just not too sad, well you know....
Sad just like a a nail fix on your heart and it's hard to get it out....
I am one of those, i will never forget what happen as my own principle...
For me, that making me just so down and a little frustrated about are the friendship...
Why? maybe they dont trust me, hidding something from me, scare me and not dare to tell me why they scare me, speaks to me... or bla bla bla....well... i dont know...

I am just like thin white lining... although I do seems like strong that will not going affect much, still do you know what am I thinking inside???... you will going to feel tired and so unstable.Please...

1 more things......
so tired these few weeks..... waver feeling... 2 presentation.. 2 assignment.. 2 coursework test... and assignment I need to double up the job.... Anyone can help me???

(sorry for da broken english)

a Lot of things happen.....

2009-12-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

How am i going to say..... but,
first haha... quite sometime i dint update my blog cause a lot of things happen...
education stuff lo.... oh gosh..... i still need to pass up 3 assignment and sit for 2 test next week... and last week i just finish my group dicussion....

to be continue..... XD

hehe...

2009-11-05T17:17:00.000-08:00

hehe... kinda long time no write this blog ..... well as usual lazy .... so mayb will postponed to more later....>< sorry....

Over....

2009-09-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

Hoho.... exam over lo.... thats why i no wrrite blog quite a time lo.... but i also dont have the inspire to write my blog... no idea what to write.....

now the exam over sure happy... but when the result come out dont know what will happen untill then... my exam over on the 14 september... the next day ... i went sing k with my friends...
no picture available cause forget to take picture... haiz....
den we accompany loon go shooping lo.... he buy a pair a shoe lo...
after shopping go home.... man we by bus go home... from SW to Wangsa... on the bus 1 and a half hour.... slow, long, boring.... dont know what to do except talking and looking out the windows...
untill here lo.... just for update some new story.... dont know what to write... ><

times... gone.....

2009-08-28T02:39:00.000-07:00

Time goin fas..... but i should say that fast.... cause we are living 1 second per 1 second.... so we human are like this... when the past and the times past over we do say fast.... well it does fast......

Since steps in Tarcollege from now do alot of things happen....... and well now goin to finish up first semester.... goin to exam soon....... haiz........so guys... not only in tarcollege.... of coursee do well in exam to ensure a good result........ keep up the good work.... ganbateh........

well ... u know i goin to exam soon not writing so much things... + now lazy to write.... after exam i goin to edit photo to post up.....

很快...Gone so fast...

2009-08-22T23:04:00.000-07:00

Wow ... last saturday, 22nd August 2009 my Tar College dance competition was over.... man i fast enough , before the competition was keep thinking .... oh man .... den now its over i am still thinking it was so fast.........
有时候我觉得时间很可怕，过的快，所流失的一切已成为历史....不能再从来，就算能也好岁月也是不能改变.....害怕时间的流逝....
time flows too fast.... terrified... days per days... old days per days.....
so we need to fight with tim enot wasting time... at least doin something when the times flow....

Those dance competition was fun and nice., damn high man... i capture some others group video as well.. well i just post mine of course... lazy to post other.... maybe in other days when i available.....
i just feel like goin 1 more time again.... haiz... hope here do have dance school....
可惜没有....我很多东西没办法实现.....

here are my video.....
MY dance crew, hip-hop dance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lx2ee9elpOs

MY dance crew latin dance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WFlqVeNEmQ

My dance crew, indian dance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1jgVJS4Xmg

of course our dance not so well... we din't win.... haiz.... but nevermind is was enjoy afterall.... 最重要享受，体会过程.....
well.... u know....

unknown mixture.......

2009-08-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

well, the world , also known as the stage....
the fate do call upon us when we goin to spilt the way and choose it...
but isit fate call upon us???
hmm.... not sure !!! why??? cause sometimes does the fate reallt isit a fate???
sometimes i does feel so so so miserable...
fate, haha fooling me before... thought so i can change it, but yet i really does thought so i can change it to a better??? ha.... well... i still stick on my own road....own path thats is decide to walk on me, decide by my fate, my parents or maybe sake of me... haha who knows....
maybe just a matter of times... we do can discover what the fate is....
althought i lose is... but at least i dont regret cause i have tried my best to make it to change... because sometimes fate is indefinite maybe also is definite as well....
dont surrender remember, for me maybe surrender like just betrayed yr own and your own soul... like thos who suicide...
see the world todays.... there are still many thats live so poor so stress and so pity, there are still walking on this planet todays... they are still living on... so do u so fas to commit suicide is so irresponsible and it cannot help to solve anything.... those who are not working like they are scrouge at the road side, they are still on thier foot for beg ... at least better those who steal....

well well well... why do i feel so miserable cause sometimes feel so so so lost.......
haha..... many question that i cant find the answer out of my mine or maybe from somewhere else...
haiz....why mine feeling is so complicated,dont knows...
anyone can tell me who do human live for???
so u know, many answer can come out but i dont know isit the answr that what i want, what i find...so many different people in the world, million and billion and more thought from brain are different... answer, every one own self answer of course will do for them to keep live on maybe... maybe some not need.....
some 1 things sometimes this come out from my mind... human live for suffer so in the path to rehab den maybe become mother nature~
and whr the mother natured come from???
religious all made by man ... maybe just only gods knows....

I'm of course still single now... sometimes watching those couple oh damn.... so so so sweet quite envy and jealous them... haha dont know.... maybe just matter of time as well...
i know thr are still many friends and people single just like me from the days that he or she born....
but still many of my friends saying thats girlfriends/boyfriends do really bring trouble to them...so why u still wanna be with he or she??? haha.... isit so trouble??? yeah right!!! of course sometimes thats in love also is a kind of extra feelings maybe that so u cant describe...well for me single or couple both also have its advantages and disadvantages...

a little longer.

2009-07-23T02:08:00.000-07:00

sorry guys.... nowadays i cant help myself to solve my laziness and plus on assignment and homeowork so i dint update my blog..... maybe a little longer more...... i would free to write.

What a down... and a dawn....

2009-06-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

Quite a long time i dint write my blog... haha.... cause i very lazy sometimes + no time cause nowadays suddenly a number of assignment need to comeplte, and a number of course work test.. so need to prepare to do revision....

The world well-know POP-star is R.I.P now due to heart attack...
because of black become white and get skin cancer with an injection of pain-killer combine with mafia....... but ever the stars, the artist that in the ground will always stay our heart.... what a down.....

Now is the dawn of A(h1n1) decease, we all need to aware of that deasease....
well after h1n1 i think still maybe new viruses also will becoming out...
In the world today, pollution of air, water and sound... air that we brief and thousand and billions of bacteria and viruses whr them flowing and flying middle of the air and duo to the pollution they begin to mutation....
bacteria and viruses in water also begin to mutate after some industries pollute the river of seas by letting chemical without filter to flow to the river...
Now the med that prevent u to get infect by h1n1 are in the market now but damn expensive, per injection 100++ ...
By my opinion of course those viruses are made by man... why i saying like this???
of course the pollutant made the viruses to combine and mutate together and then become and form a new viruses that is vital to human.... those viruses that keep on happening like on 2 year was SARS, then last year was bird-flu, and this year , well u know....
althought now the cases keep getting more and more, but our lifestyle still need keep moving on.... as well as those vehicle and industries cause we whole world are relying and become parts of our lifes now....

Davis TAG =.=.....

2009-06-15T05:58:00.000-07:00

001. Real name:Loh Yan Yee
002. Nickname(s): A Yee.. Yee Zai.. Yuan Yuan.. etc...
003. Age: 19(2009)
004. Horoscope:Gemini
005. Male or Female: MALE
006. Elementary: Daisy Kindergaten(closed already..)
007 Middle School: S.J.K.(C)Sin Min B
008. High School: S.M.J.K Sin Min
009. College school: college Tunku ABdul Rahman(kTAR@kL)
010. Hair colour: Black.. erm... not very black la....

011. Long or short: i think i am short la...
012. Loud or Quiet: loud i think -.-... dont know, six sense >.<
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Both cause phone can use camera as well.... >.<
015. Health freak: yes i think so... -.-
016. Drink or Smoke: of course drinks....
017. Do you have a crush on someone:i am still single from the day i born
018. Eat or Drink:Drink and Eat...
019. Piercings: nop.... i dont think i would suitable -.-...
020. Tattoos: nop cause later scare become (LALA)

021. Social or Anti-Social: social
022. Righty or Lefty: i use left hand for eating right hand for writting ....but i think left lo... not sure
023. First piercing: swt.... say no adi...
024. First relationship: stillll single laaa....
025. First Best Friend: 3 wor.... lazy type XD secret
026. First Award: Primary 6 i think so cause forget adi...
027. First Kiss: -.-...... single.....
028. First Pet: Dog... if not wrong cause just a while.... we keep...
029. First Big Vacation: 12 years old
030. First Love at First Sight: dont know ... cause still single cause no body wants me XD

031. First Big Birthday: Form 1 cause i organise birthday party... and other things... lazy type..
032. First Surgery:nope
033. First sport you joined:Running, swimming, basketball...but my basketball not so good lo..
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Orange...because sweet and sour XD
035. Rock or Rap: Both..
036. Country or Screamo: Country..
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: erm.... see whether which one come first lo...
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: I dont has idol people wor....
039. Night or Day: can I choose both ?
040. Sun or Moon: i think Moon cause dont know... -.-

041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: if can then both, no then PS
043. Kiss or hug: Both if can cannot then hug....
044. Iguana or turtle: Iguana
045. Spider or bee: althought been bite by spider i still prefer spider cause bee stings...XD
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: none of them but prefer itunes
048. Soccer or baseball: SOCCER
049. Eating: 3 meals per day...
050. Drinking: Boiled water... soft drink better cause has taste -.-

051. Excitement level:Depends of type of excitement program
052. I'm about to: answer next tag....
053. Listening to: everythings...
054. Plan for today: nop...
055. Waiting for: everything i wish can come true..
056. Energy level: i think i always energetic except when i sick...
057. Thinking of someone: sometimes...... when day dream...
058. Want kids: dont know...
059. Want to get married: i still single see whether the love still can come to me or not.......
060. When: how i know.... hard to say this kind of thing...

061. How many kids do you want: 3 la...maybe...
062. Any name in mind:nop
063. What did you want to be when you were little: pokemon trainer... XD
064. Careers in mind: animators... artist...or maybe marketer not bad and soldier...
065. Mellow future or wild:if can A mellow and wild adventure....
066. Something you would never try: many o....
067. When do you want to die: of course when its times....
068. Lips or Eyes: eye
069. Romantic or Funny: funny i think....
070. Shorter or Taller: this question for???

071. Protective or Caring: i think both when its time....
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: both sometimes....
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms:in progress training both if can....
074. Sensitive or Loud: depends....
075. Hookedr-up or Relationship: dont know...
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: both.... XD
077. Muscular or Normal: dont know...
078. Kissed a stranger: dont know
079. Broken a bone: forget adi...
080. Lost glasses or contacts: erm break glasses before...

081. Ran away from home: think before...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no...my hands as my weapon...if cannot den eq
083. Killed somebody: yea...in games
084. Broken someone's heart: forget adi has or nop
085. Had your heart broken: yea..many times cause i kind sensitive i think...
086. Been arrested: nope of course
087. Cried when someone died: no....but after feel sad...
088. Liked a friend more than a friend:dont know
089.Do u believe in Yourself: i think yes...
090. Miracles: me yup.... of course miracle are not made by man...
091. Love at first sight: nop
092. Heaven: what this question about?
093. Santa Claus: asking about has or not??
094. Tooth fairy: sweat this kind of quetion -.-...
095. Kiss in the first date: single la........
096. Angels:dont know.. maybe gods know

Answer Truthfully.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? - i think no ba...
098. Happy with where you're in life now? – yes
099. Do you believe in God?- yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people - i lazy go tag people -.-.

sorry.....

2009-06-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

sorry this few days & weeks kind of busy cause need to arrange new things that i buy for my house like shelf and many things.....
so quite need some few days more....... to write blog >.<...

久违了~

2009-05-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

不好意思现在才开始写blog...

since last few week I feel very lazy to write blog haha .. >.<...

I will goin start my this post from the begining of my first day enter TARCollege....

18.05.2009..... That whole week is orientation weeks..

First day... Mass call...

没什么特别的就是School of Bussines Studies (SBS) 的同学2.00p.m. 到college hall 集合听大力人物给speech 咯...

第二天...我们便在lectures hall 集合，

Lecture Hall 其中一个...

可是只是 Marketing, E-commerce & Marketing, Retail Management 的学生在集合咯...senior 当主词咯...过后很尴尬的咯...seniors竟然叫我们去认识别人过后会叫几个出去问,也多也好...

有点昆乱哦！！哈哈还不错咯...

过了几个小时老师进来了给briefing...过后放学咯...

星期三...没什么的只是要我们去看他们做的society & club 的档...我都没去...

星期四...也没什么特别的就只是10.00-12.00 intro to tertiary studies,好像workshop lo...

2.00-4.00 studying skills....真的没什么特别我12点回了咯...因为4.00要去找世光...(西瓜)hehe...

跟他去搞三搞四...不是啦！！是P1 wimax 的东东...过后去他家附近的Murni 吃晚餐...

我叫的Cabonara 不错吧！！和他帮我叫得一杯 watermelon special...好吃加上好喝哦!!!

星期五...这就有趣的一天了....Human Monopoly days...

就好像一站的station games可是是跟别对比赛...

我就跟一位刚认识的朋友一起去本来统同一队的可是突然人数变动，我是最后一个就被派去别对...就突然很陌生...坐下去一位前面是女子可是反过来是男的,背影真的不可貌相...其实还不赖啦!!

过后快死掉了...学院很大竟然一个game station 安排的另一个game 要走到另一端就好像南到北...而且太阳很旺...总共玩了8个games...还认识到人哦!!!那天A-levels 和diploma students 一起...在sport comples 里面...

Sport comples 集合要开始attack & defence的游戏了...就是一对去拉人另一对守护不被别人拉去队友或自己...被拉去就是另一队的了...满不错的...high o....

sport complex 还有gym 哦!!!

颁奖仪式...那对最高分得将...我说不是一队在玩吧...不够token就要拿东西当掉在赎回...

可惜我对没得本来的对就得...

我就下笔了...因该是下手因为是电脑用手打字嘛... haha ... >.<....

下个星期的过几天再继续把!!!

不好意识...

2009-05-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

抱歉最近开学了有一点懒惰写blog....
过几天吧!!!或明天因为明天没课....

>.<

开学过了一星期

2009-05-23T19:41:00.000-07:00

哎哟!!!现在不能多写因为我等我的card reader放我的电话拍的照片才能一起说故事...
明天再来吧.... >.<
或是今晚...

开学的前一天

2009-05-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

明天开学咯!!!Orientation.....

moving on.....

2009-05-16T06:55:00.000-07:00

Nowadays I need to moving to KL....
because I....I........need to .... go thr .... work.....

no la..... go thr sutdy la ....
haha... XD
so will out of blog sometimes.... lo.....
so dont miss me ya ... XD
sounds so stupid ... -.-

Friendship....

2009-05-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

They love you but they are not your lover...
They care for you but they are not from your family...
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation...
They are .....
Friends ！！！

True friends recorrect your errors !!!
Cares like your mom!!!
Teases like a sister!!!
Irritates like a brother!!!
and finaly loves you more than a lover...

Do you know relation between your 2 eyes? they blink together, move together, cry together, see things together and sleep together. Though they never see each other, friendship should be just like that....

Yourself...

2009-05-07T06:35:00.000-07:00

One day, the young lion asked his mom: ''Mom, where is the happiness?''
Mom replied: ''It's on your tail. "
So the young lion keeps on chasing after his tail. But after a whole day of trying, he failed to get the happiness that was on his tail.
Then he told his mom about this, his mom smiled and said: "Son, your don't really need to chase after your happiness, as long as you keep goin and movie forward, your happiness will always be with you and follow you. "

We can't decide the length of life, but we can control how your want to live it.
We can't control the weather, but we can control our mood.
We can't control our look, but we can smile.
We can't control others, but we can control ourself.
We can't foresee tomorrow, but you can utilize today wisely.
We can't win everything, but we can try our best to achieve that....

宿命 & 节

2009-05-06T06:58:00.000-07:00

说真的,有时候宿命/命运有时很难以他对抗....
某些东西一旦决定好了,可能就会很难改变它,还有它的存在只是你不想去认同虽然你已经意识到.....
竟然如此就去面对它吧！！尽量的把它改,努力的对抗因为总比没努力有去努力过就算结果还是一样....
有些东西有些时候跟它对抗以及改会换来不同的剧情,结果...
可是有些呢换来的就是白费一趟...该高兴,悲哀还是没感觉？？？我也不清楚...但不管如何我永远都将会努力.....
可是我们还是要感谢,感恩我们来到这世界给我们体会到七情六欲,命运....

母亲节快到了,准备一些东西来孝顺母亲吧！！！
当然接下去的就是父亲节,也要孝顺啊！！！
不管如何我们都是他们生我们,养大我们...除了某些....
就算如此也要感激哦!!! ^_^ v

路のchoice

2009-05-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

其实很多人想要报仇因为他们都是有原因,比如说含冤,不甘愿等等....
很多时候很多事情不是我们想做就能做,想得到就能得到,一句话万事如意很难...你想要的东西你决定要去做可是有时候每轮到你去选择,实际上你是在选择到最后很多东西选出来的不是你要的...sometimes many things happen beyond your controls,beyond your expectation .....
凡是做什么事情都不能想得那么完美到时候你将会受伤害,万事都要做好心理准配可能将会发生最坏的打算....发展到不是你想要得的...
当然不是每个人,同人不同命,世界不是那么公平的...可是还是有差的...
很多东西不要只往怀的方面想,好的也有很多的...长往怀的方面想迟早会中优异症.....
例子,结束了中学生涯将继续大学吧！！很多人都会...
选择的道路是由你来决定因为以后的日子都你是在走...记得别让父母,朋友,或谁等等耽搁也后悔...那时候将会有点迟了...
当然大学出来后做的工作不一定一样跟你读出来的....
还是那一句三思而后行...但是我是保持我原则的人...看你自己决定了...

人间地狱

2009-04-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

地狱...
其实人间都有地狱...人间地狱都在人们的心中...
我这样说法因为人们的心中都会有厌恨,妒嫉,黑暗,讨厌.....
如果一个人讨厌一个人那个人不会再去帮忙了他了吧!!
有时我觉得人世间是丑陋的,可是其实是抽象的,包罗万象....
这世界什么事情都会发生...
我刚看完地狱少女的动漫,那部动漫每集的故事都一样的可是最重要是他的剧情发展而每集给人带来的启示...目前都已经出了3季...
在很久以前,人都拿活祭品通过仪式来献给神明...有人会愿意当吗？
现在这社会没仪式了...还是一样丑陋...
把人杀了...
到最后你杀了人或觉悟了...才发现原来其实报了仇东西还是一样没变也觉得也来也空虚.....所以说人是脆弱的,人生是短暂的...
打战,杀人,厌恨,都来至人们的心...为了野心,报仇,妒嫉....

Home sweet home..

2009-04-22T03:17:00.000-07:00

Just come back from KL today....
so no publish blog ....

Just out of blog...

2009-04-08T20:53:00.001-07:00

i just come back from genting so not yet prepare to write blog ><

Love

2009-04-04T20:29:00.000-07:00

This world , too strange....
Why am I saying like this???? because many question in my brain that somethings I could not find out da answer for my self....
Example: what are miracle??? someone would say is made by man, but I thinks is not true because like in the hopital ....
Why are woman and man like this????
What are love?????
and many more 'lazy to type it here, too many ... ' >.<....

Maybe there are many different ways to explain or defined.... but at the end combine all the defination will end up to a conclusion..... dont ask me of course I have been alone for 18 years... never fall in love with someone ....of course I know it very well in love is a good thing.... but still also hav it disadvantage.... because everythings has it advantage and disadvantage.... just only more or lessss..... love we couldn't oppose it because is a type of feelings... type of complicated feeling if u do not manage it..... but of course it has more good then bad.......
erm....dont know why sometimes just very so admire some couple... so sweet... like u can see it from street , movie, and anime....

If you have a partner .... at a very somtimes u also would share sad or happy with your partner....but still there are someone who just watch who there love back and protect them....You know why....

人生的剧场

2009-03-30T02:13:00.000-07:00

我们的人生都像一部剧场...这世界就像个舞台,我们就是那些演员....演员呢有好,怀,衰,副以及更多!!!我们每个人都扮演不同的角色...角色开始时有你出生的那一天就决定了,可是还是得看你能不能改变你的角色....你的命运掌握在你手中,虽然我们不能完全改变它可是能把它变得更好.....

同人不同命,有些东西我们虽然很羡慕他们能如此的顺利,但他们也有不可见的一面...除非是乐天派的或败家子....但败家子也有难受的时候....

持续的难受就慢慢演变成痛苦及心中的伤痕的回忆或记忆...
当然也有开心地回忆...
痛苦的回忆其实一切都可以让时间当你的治疗师,因为久了你将慢慢的忘记或那些回忆将淡忘...
可是有些人虽然就了还是不能忘记...必然想起还会伤心...
但是如果有朋友陪伴是最好的...告诉他们这一切把他们当同伴...
但要看好不要反而被他们出卖....人类永永远远靠一个人是不会那么成功...
一个人成功的背后都有一个人在支持或有个目标来超越它然后一直继续下去...

对有些人来说时间并不代表他们的治疗师因为他们的信念都很坚强不想有所失去那痛楚,他把它埋没...很黑暗...很可怜...可是他们在悲伤成长...但后果:1.报仇,2.自杀3.还是那么开心...
第三的是最伟大的,因为不让人担心他可是还是会被发现的...第3的都靠着黑暗中的一线光芒来找出或造出出口...
虽然已过去,可是在光芒中还是会有一线的黑暗,最重要不要再次让那黑暗吞噬你...

我们人类都是默默的演员...谁来看我们演戏呢？？
所以同伴,朋友都是很重要的....
他们都可以跟你分享'喜,怒,哀,乐'以及心中所埋没的...
但有些人坚持不说...除了一些特别地位的.....

人

2009-03-26T23:54:00.000-07:00

如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱她.如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己, 好让自己有机会爱别人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.人生中有许多种 .但别让自己为一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定要失去的,有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了. 如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;如果谎言一种伤害,我选择沉默;如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开. 如果失去是苦，你怕不怕付出 ,如果迷乱是苦，你会不会选择结束,如果追求是苦，你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,如果分离是苦，你要向谁倾诉,好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!
人们的心中都有黑暗的一面...悲伤的一面...有些人都会跟人说但有些人不会...为什么？？

每人的来历背景都不同...有些伤得很深有些很轻,不跟人说，埋没着..真的真的其实那些人都很痛...当我们走过回头看很轻松，可是回想起来开始水流出来了....尤其是那是都满疯的当跟朋友一起时...一直都以笑来迎接大家的...其实都很可怜,很空虚,寂寞，痛.....

其实有时候不是单方面的问题,俗语说一只手拍不响,可能家庭,爱情,及更多.....有时候有些人选择埋没有些则更好朋友说....不跟别人说因为不想分享吗？不是！而是不想多一个人担心你,但是在那过程中往往受藏的都会很辛苦就是因此在会有人自杀...

往往大多数的人一直用笑脸去迎接你的其实背后的背影都很孤独....

第一篇的部落

2009-03-26T20:32:00.000-07:00

第一次写部落感觉有点好笑.....
都是我朋友叫我开的+我快发霉了所以,
没事来开开咯...!!!

死....突然想不到要写什么.....!!!!
暂时到这下文继续.....